Anxiety
Last summer, while reading the Fort Collins Weekly, I was introduced to a poet, Gloria g. Murray. I googled her name, emailed her and purchased four of her self-published books of poetry. She has a wonderful ability to transform daily life into poetry. This poem is what I’m sharing today:
FIVE AM ANXIETY
at five am
to ease my anxiety
I make tea
sit in the velour recliner
turn on cable TV
catch the weather
the ads for flat abs
and wrinkle free skin
at seventy
and the evangelists
who offer us Jesus
before we’ve even had
breakfast
then scribble out
a poem
on the back
of a grocery list
try to remember
my dream
for my next therapy
appointment
and by now
the sun and the world
are up
the world
I grab on to
like a train I almost miss
until a caring commuter
sees me waving
frantically
and holds open
the door because
dammit
I still need
to get
on
–Gloria g. Murray
Happy weekend, Flo
